Would You Still Write?

Here’s a thought. This week’s lottery was at 30 million. Let’s say you won it. Never mind what you would do with it. Would you still write?

Add to that another thought: you don’t really need to write for food and rent. Somehow that’s taken care of. Inheritance. Another job. A spouse that brings in enough. So the question becomes, if there wasn’t money (or at least its possibility) at the end of the stick would you still write?

What if your writing never gave you the financial gains you are hoping for: Allow you to quit your day (or night) job, travel, buy that cottage by the sea, and attend all the writing conferences you wanted to. Would you still write?

What is your writing worth? Do you measure it by the hours spent in front of your computer? Do you include the research? The café lattes? The bottles of scotch that you emptied in the name of inspiration? Is the success of your writing tangled up with how much of your writing you sell?

What about those hidden costs? The time not spent with friends or family? The hours struggling over a paragraph when you could be peacefully hiking in the woods or finally going to the film festival?

Writing – at least novel writing – is one of the few professions where you do all the work without knowing if you’ll ever get paid for it. Many agents and publishers require a completely finished and polished manuscript. There is no guarantee after all those hours, weeks, months, and years of work that you will sell your novel. No wonder the rate of throwing in the blanket is so high.

If you want to write there’s got to be more than the possibility of financial gain. Fulfillment has to be in the very process of writing itself.

You know how you feel after you’ve done a good piece of writing? No one may ever see it and yet the remainder of your day is filled with a feeling of self worth that no money can buy.

Although, it must be quite a high to see your novel on a bookshelf in a bookstore.

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About Carol Balawyder

Hi- I am the author of Mourning Has Broken-A Memoir on Grief, Getting To Mr. Right, Missi's Dating Adventures and Suzy Paradise. You can follow me on my web site www.carolbalawyder.com I look forward to reading your comments and getting to know what you are involved in.
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2 Responses to Would You Still Write?

  1. Geralyne says:

    … out of a sense of wonder, your own being, and the need to write it.

    Thanks Carol,

    Hugs,
    Geralyne

  2. Thelma Mariano says:

    Writing is hard work but there’s magic when it comes to life. I write for the point at which characters become real to me and the story takes on a life of its own. To get there usually involves the gnashing of teeth and times of despair.

    There are no easy answers but I believe the motivation to write must come from within and we must, along the way, fall in love with the process. Commit to the project we’re working on.

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